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| 03:07am 27/03/2005 |
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I know why i love this town, its all the taunts to relatives, fighter planes, and hani houses (not to mention all the stinkyfolk). But when im so happy in a place like this why do i find myself so infinitly confused. i NEVER know what i want when it comes to that actually matter. i find myself unable to want to make decisions. im so quick to give out advice on life....come on, i dont even know how to live mine. i dont even know what if im saying is true. i cant decide. maybe i know what i want but cant acutally get it, and that kills me to much to admit it. maybe i should have gone to that other meeting, and not slept through it, maybe i would have some answers. its really getting to me. im so tired of hiding from myself and want that to be over with. i want things to be like the cherry blossom, roses are so damn cliche. |
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| 03:55pm 25/03/2005 |
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yeah so break has been amazing, the ken-ikks bium was brought back to life. I 160ed and had the most delicious meal of my life (grilled stuft burrito warped with a large slice of al's pizza). i also got to hang out with the tron so that was pretty key to awesomeness. tongiht shall be fun with re reuniting of the trium and the scorge of modern man. peace out |
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| Do I Crave? |
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| 01:42am 22/03/2005 |
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18 deep...12 from Mikey boy
Crave case R.I.P. 3/21
Punky 3/21 |
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| 03:30am 20/03/2005 |
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Anyone could see
The road that they walk on is paved in gold
And it's always summer, they'll never get cold
They'll never get hungry
They'll never get old and gray
You can see their shadows
Wandering off somewhere
They won't make it home
But they really don't care
They wanted the highway
They're happy there today , today
you make me smile and thats enough |
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| Belmar...You owe me 40 years of love |
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| 12:56am 14/03/2005 |
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Seeing Kelly's brought it all back...I wanna go back...be the weaker one...I thought i was grown up enough to deal, but i still taste the salt...i dont know where my life is going, and i dont care...you had the world inside of me but you did not seem to know...Happy St. Patty's day Punky - ill take care of bookity book and always have his back
i love you forever and always.
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| Burn Out…Now Fade Away |
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| 01:24pm 09/03/2005 |
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Things I want to accomplish this year...
See America
Travel
Make Dean's List
Go to Bamboozle
Kill a crave case with the brogins
Finish with a perfect 160
Bench 200
Read a book
Get into a fight
Play chess more
Eat right
Lift more
Things I want to accomplish before I die...
See the World
Travel
Learn to play guitar
Get a 4.0 once
Kill a crave case by myself
Bench 250
Read 10 Books
Get into 5 fights
Have a Chess rating of 2000
Learn to fly an airplane
See a tornado
Shoot a gun
Get arrested
Be in a band
Sky dive
Marry for love
Turn 25
Not turning 30 |
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| 09:57pm 22/02/2005 |
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I absolutely hate how i have become terrible at chess. I use to be something that i could just go in and destroy people at, now im fucking lame. In 4 years my whole way of approaching things and thinking has dramatically changed.....fuck that shit. In good news i think i did real well on my physics test, but im probably wrong. I really wanna do bfl but i dont have the drive or inspiration to do it. haha it seems the only thing i do in this fucking thing is bitch, well fuck that shit. Im such a geniunely happy person and this thing makes me out to a bastard.
So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
You look so good in blue. |
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| 12:07pm 18/02/2005 |
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mood: SUPER HAPPY music: Ra - Do You Call My Name
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GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR, i hate life. why should i have to fucking study for chem tests in order to pass them, not even that, just give me another fucking 10 minutes. C'mon papa Fazen our love hate relationship cant take much more, lets mend our problems and sail on smooth seas. Besides failing chem tests, i am seriously considering this whole body for life thing. I know it would be such a terrible way to life (by terrible i mean excellent) and it would force me to peak physical shape. (something i havent seen since second grade). It would be a whole new diet and extensive excersize and lifting routine to thrust me into a rediculuous state of body and mind, i would develope "chainsaws for arms and claymores for thoughts" for killing of course. I dont honestly know if i would be able to do it...i think im to fucking lazy to succeed at anything in life. thats why i almost always fall short of what i really want. Good job will...not only did you fail to capitilize your name but you failed at something else, i swear im gonna be in the guiness book of records for most failingly (not even a word). |
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| 04:19am 11/01/2005 |
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mood: the kenny meh music: Atreyu - Bleeding Mascara
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Hmm, i was extremely bored tonight so i went back and looked at the first few lj entries that i posted back when i was basically a zygote. Its weird how after reading them i remember those days in much more detail then the reason i started re-writing in this blasted thing. I dont know if im gonna bring it back. Its an unessecary waste of 5 minutes so that other people besides me can not appreciate my life. Also i am far from being an accomplished speller and my sentence structure is about as pretty as a leper after losing a fight to some sort of rabbid chainsaw. Homestar runner is awesome, everyone should watch it and scrot it. I have about a week left, but im alread triumless and gatoradesoneless. Any way depending upon the amount of replies this little puppy gets might determine my willingness to revamp it. |
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| 08:50pm 07/11/2004 |
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Wow....what a mother fucking weekend. On firday Katie lucyk picked us up and me and eddie and her drove down to JMU (pronounced Ja-Moo). The ride down itself was the most fun i had in a while. The shit that was said was sooo goddamn jilarious i find myself cursing out of lack of a way of expressing it. When we got there it only got better, i met up with Alyssa, Chris Mac and Laura. So much fun. I dont feel like talking about all the shit that occured but so much fun was had. The high point was rolling down the massive hills and trying to jump thorn bushes (and failing). Thanks you guys i owe you all one. Especially Katie for driving, i owe you big time. PS everyone shouls see Garden State starring Ben Spec |
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| 02:29pm 04/11/2004 |
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Insanity i tell you thats the only excuse
Fun is to be had in bunches here at the Villanova school for people who cant read and want to learn to talk good. To quickly sum up everything ive done, i egged the shit out of nova for fun, went to som wicked parties, was the greatest cowboy of all time for halloween, and for the past few days i have done a whole shit load of work which has driven me to the brink of insanity. hopefully ill be going to JMU this weekend to party Virgina style. i am very pleased at the rate at which my strength is increasing, #'s i had previously imagined are now flying by, YAY. Peace out |
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| 12:56am 28/10/2004 |
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THIS IS SOOOOO FUCKING GAY!!! WTF, honestly. I have been a yankee fan since 1993, the days of good old Buck Showalter and Don Mattingly. I was there before all this shit went down in 96 and all the fans that flocked to the store to buy the rivera, williams or jeter apparel. I was angry how all the assholes wanted to be apart of it just beacuse they were gonna win. Now i see this happen again in the red sox. Why, WTF? Why would you want to cheer for a bunch or grimey, greasy, gritty, gay ass faggots like the red sox. They are so lucky that the Yankees sucked a dick in ALCS. Now for some reason people from OKlahomo and Kansassss are rooting for them. WHY YOU FUCKTARDS? GET YOUR OWN FUCKING TEAM AND STOP SUCKING OFF OTHERS. People complain that they dont like the yankees because they have too much money and its unfair. You know what maybe if you shut the fuck up and go to one of your sorry ass teams games they will make a revenue and you wont be eating a dick come the post season. I just cant wait for next year, redemtion will be mine. No longer will there be fire in the quads for the sox. If life has taught me one thing, its that God is a yankee fan. SOXX SUCK. New York Yankees = the 2005 WSC |
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| 03:12pm 13/10/2004 |
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YO yo, it is time for mega update of death
School is contiuning upon its usual course, i had midterms and i think i am doing well in all my classes so that is good. So now i have a week break which started with hanging out with dennis and doachy, then progressed to hanging out with the "still in TR" crew (Chels, KATIEEE, and Justine) we watched A Clockwork Orange which was an xtremely cool movie and i want to be more like the lead character. On sunday i went to a Lithuanian Dance and it was pretty cool and i felt so Lituaninan, i got to polka and eat food of the country so all was good. Monday i went into Sloth mode and slept so amazingly much that it hurt my brain. Tues found me going North to talk to teacher of yester year, espec Cerivno, he was very happy to see me and Tilley as we kicked the shit out of the cousre and its test. After that i went on a road trip that brought me to U DEL and dennis and marc and crazyness which is and should continue being amazing fun and destroy my brain. i hate long entries so ima cut it here, PEACE OUT |
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| 12:49am 29/09/2004 |
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Today has been one of the most insane and fun days thus far.
Turns out there was a power surge during the night (good job simpson hall) and my alarm clock was reset. i woke up late as balls and ran to my first class through a veritable waterfall. That was just the start though... it rained and rained....sooooo much rained. Everything is flooded, i hope the next 39 days arent the same. But after class was over i went to South Campus to hang in Eddy room. But there were so many kids out side sliding in the mud. So i first i play mud fight (which is just thoring mud) then I played mud football, after that i was so cold and dirty. As i was walking to go in i saw a kid named Anthony with whom i have talked with about starting a wrestling club. After talking for a min we decided to start sparring in the mud...AMAZING. I forgot how much i love wrestling and more importantly the feel of victory. After a while another kid joined us and we bsed about wrestlign and did and iron man drill first take down wins.....INTENSITY. Too bad a got clobbered in the face and have a huge mark there now. I won about 60 - 70 % of my matches so that was pleasent. From there i took a shower with my clothes on, then ate. Talked to Julia for about 2 hours then went downstairs and wrestled Graz. When i went hom, Aaron was about to get busy so i went to a friends room and i taped up a kid really bad and he ran arounf and made pig sounds....sooooo funny. Funniest day in a longtime..amazing.. oh yeah and check my PICTURES out http://community.webshots.com/user/cudegra until next time then PEACE OUT! |
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| 06:09pm 26/09/2004 |
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Lanolen?
How goes it? How is your scrot tonight?
My life is continuing in its normal college fashon, with a few slight changes. Last night i played my first game of beer pong. It was team Toms River (Me and Ed) vs. Herbasaurus Rex. The one guys little T-Rex arms were amazing for beer pong somehow as they brought it back 3 times in a row. I did terribly, i made 2 shots overall as Ed made 5, his reflexes and back were hurting after the match. Other than that my life = writing papers, chillin with Julia, 131ing, Sturging, Grazing, Videogaming, Eding and schoolifying. Plus there is another kid that may be incorporated into the 131 crew, Yes....it may be starring Daniel Blakley. Other than than that i have become a big fan of Motion City Soundtrack. I REALLY REALLY REALLY hope i can hit up UDEL soon as it would own every body part i have. Thats it...Peace Out |
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| "You wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat" |
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| 01:30am 24/09/2004 |
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SCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCROT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah i said it. How is it for everyone at their little high shcool after high. I got villa locked down tight. Seriously shit here is awesome. I have seen a few celebrities like jaja gabour(sp) and dan marino. its good shit. Im finding out that i pronounce werds different then the rest of the population. but people from boston have wicked swass. im not gonna talk about anythin in particular because most chances are is that you cant appreciate it like i do and youll think its gay. anyway i have to say that i am happy with how good of friends i have become with eddy. i mean we were friends before we left, but now it is so much different, really close, atleast thats how i feel. Things here ARE tight. ive made really good friends with Sturg, Graz, Danny, and Julia (Me Lady). Also, how is this for a halloween costume idea, graz looks like hugh jackman so in turn he looks like wolverine. So he will be wolverine and i will grow out my hair and side burn and be sabertooth. (his arch-nemesis). eh? ehhhh? ehhhhhhhhh? I am also going to Norths Homecoming which should be cool considering awesomeness of date and group of people who i know in attendance. Im rambling so im out like a dead trout. PPPPPPEACE OUT |
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| 12:46am 08/09/2004 |
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Wow........thats all i have to say
I have never been to such a complete show that could compare to what i just experienced. I am totally rocked. The Exit started it off, didnt play to many song i knew ( 1 to be exact) but the shit they played was teh AMAZOR, i cant wait for the new cd to hit shelves. Next up was the Big - D and the Kids Table, man what a energy filled group of amazingness, maybe the most colorful band ever. Their singer was teh shit and their bassist was the funniest on stang man ever. The music was all ska-y and made me happy and dance and wonderfulness. After that, it got serious again as the Bandits took the stage. HOLY SHOT SON! If i werent a bigger fan of Progress than the Resignation i would say thats the best set i have ever seen. The way everything flowed, sounded good, and was performed blew my mind. When they came back out for curtain calls they started it with 4 people on drums (the rx drummer, the exit drummer (who is sooooo fucking good), the rx tromboner and some other dude) the beat was amazing and fast then slow then kicked into Overcome. My mind was blown, best thing ever. How could they get everything so percise???? There were so many awesome parts to the show like how they started with half of decrescendo at the onset and ended with the second half to close out the set. (BRAIN EXPLOSION) BEST SHOW EVER!
After the shitting of my proverbial pants we went to get cheestakes which were quite amazing then headed home. Im so tired, i have an 8:30 class tomm with a quiz, spires try-outs is tomm (a capella group) and my voice is to shit. WOuld i do it again? In a heartbeat......Peace out |
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| 11:22pm 04/09/2004 |
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Haha, ohhhh the Sturg. Well ima updating this one from the innards of Toms River. I came home for labor day weekend, its cool to see that not all that much has changed. Last night i got to see chels, markus and heather..so that was rediculously cool. Today i mhelped move my sister in at Princeton University, it was cool, we went out to eaat at Winberries. While we were driving her home we got to see a peterbuilt building be on fire. Its right near 6 flags and it was so intense to see all the fire men with fire trucks and smoking billowing out and awesomeness. On the college front, all is cool. Im still hanging with all the same people while getting to know a few others that seems to be awesomeness^2. It seems that all you kids are pretty much enjoying the whole college experience so that really cool and stuff. Im gonna try out for a few acapella groups, so well see how that all turns out, hopefully ill get into the one i want (spires i think, they travel around the country and have amazing parties). Anyway, i STILL dont drink, so dont listen to any of those stories that you may have heard about me or anything like that. Well all is good soooooooooooooooooo, Peace Out
ps... happy late b-day dennis, my cellphone sucks so i couldnt call you, and you are teh most amazing human known to scrots |
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| 08:13pm 30/08/2004 |
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yo yo whats up Toms River's best
Villa is teh shit...seriously...so much fun
Its awesome that ive had the chance to meet so really really quality people. I can slowly see the "Villa Vandals" slowly forming in me, Ed, The Sturg, and Graz. Such clashing and awesome personalities, it feels like weve been friends for years, but this is merely week 2. Another really genuine person ive met is Julia. WOW! such a chilled, layed back awesome girl. Im glad that i get to hang with her alot. But anyway, the past few days have been real cool. Ive been lifting, eating, classing, chilling and last night for the first time, pokering for money. It adds a whole new aspect to the game. Im happy to say that i came back from 1 chip to take second place (Thank you God for those 2 red ladies) i doubled my buy ins and can see how poker can be addictive. I have had the pleasure of getting ahold of few of you assholes, but im not getting many calls on this half. Step 1) Pick up your phone Step 2) dial 732 581 8218 Step 3) talk to me about anything....im game. Annnnnnyway, college is cool, but it would be cooler if you were here. On a sad note my roomate's best friend who has inoperable pituitary cancer was told that he wont make it, i feel sooooooooo bad for him. If i was losing a Ben or Balla i dont even know what i would do. So pray for him. I really dont have much else to say. Peace Out |
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| 02:38am 28/08/2004 |
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Yo what up you non-Villanovans, this broadcast is brought to you by the letter "Robo-cat" because i can. But seriously tonight was really cool. I hung out and played alot of Texas Holdem. There was big tournament at the "villanova room" where about 200 contestents tried their hand at one of the most popular games around. I did terrible, but one of Eds roomates "The Sturg" who happens to be one of the coolest guys took Top 10. Tilleys other roomat Graz was there and i dont think that he is an ass as i first say him, he is actually really funny and quite a nice kid. "Will, your goune" So funny. After that i went an i hung out with Julia and gave her a cd i made comprised of all my all-time favorite songs. If you can guess 6 of the songs you get a super duper extra special prize. We hung from like 12 - 2 and then i went home due to curfeeness which is gayity but oh well. Tomm who knows, the school hasnt ceased to amaze me. PS highlight of the night goes to drinkin free pina colada smoothies while shooting pool with eddy....or sturges impression of Graz. Peace Out |
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